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Thursday, September 16, 2010

raya painted with blood

this year raya was okay
hope next year would be better
no baju raya
no kasut raya
lesser duet raya
nothings was prepared
but it's fine. it's tradition
quite disappointed
didn't manage to reach n.sembilan
hanging out with friends
visit their houses
i do want to visit my sister !
hahaha
regret is what i fear the most
it kills our heart and block our mind
.selamat hari raya.
maafkan daku atas dosa-dosa lampau

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

holy wars.

which one is the hardest.
Hye or Bye ??? (both actually)

the process of knowing him was quite fast.
extremely faster than anyone else.
but with some help of course. thanx.

after watching mpo's tea party performance.
it was the first time we meet.
akward. he's an englishman.
but thank god we're got the same height. wohoo !!!

i got the opportunity to tour into the mpo's.
great musical environment there.
then, a.mus came out with his borrowing question.
tadaaa ~ i'm now holding a 15k trombone.

it's a heavy duty i told you. criusly, heavy.
but the experience was priceless.
it's a double thayer valve bass trombone. unlacquered.
requires an exreme strength.
honestly, i can't handle it well at sibf. sorry.

my colleague and i had some masterclass like session together.
he's a good mind drawer. giving ideas out of nowhere.
effective indeed. giving us so many to discover.
light the spirit in us. hence, improves the way we think.

had some dinner with him. he ate a lot !
had some chat. but with bad give and take.
i misunderstood him and vice versa. hahaha.
but the point is, he talk very fast dude. i'm lost ???

one fine day. a.mus got a private class with him.
he taught us to think by giving the main idea.
the best part is. he showed us his air-pressure toy.
it was really a mind opening toy.
focusing on how bad our air pressure is. hahaha.

the trombone and i are officially done.
i had to return it back to him.
when you're had been attached to something.
then you will know the pain of saying goodbye.

while i was having a diner.
i got a call from a.mus. sending me a good news.
"rizqin, moutchpiece tuh. die kasi free jer"
and i was like. omg omg omg omg omg !!! (radja selai)
i'm immediately called him to say thank you.

he told me that it was a farewell gift for me.
he will be leaving malaysia to be at his country. sweeden.
damn ~

the meeting was too short.
i didn't manage to even get a class with him.
huaih ~
he told me to have faith.
practise hard to be a good trombone player.
he really encourage me to be better.


"he's my target. he's johann wiklund"