6,099 US Dollar = 19,117.0 Malaysian Ringgit

Bach 50T3 Stradivarius Series Bass Trombone

kencang gile babi la kalau dapat
sesiapa ada USD $6,099.00
nanti beli bagi hadiah B'day next year

adios !

ahhh ~
at last, i've entered the "sux family relation" process
it's not that my family sux. it's me.

while i was young,
i've always heard about people left their family
for the sake of their works, job, hobby bla.. bla. bla..

i always condemned those who did that
i felt like it was a family dis-obey

but, i never thought that someday i'll face it anyway

it's not like what i think before
there's some kind of possession
that make us forget our important ones

attracted to what the future will serve
and leaving the family behind.
haih ~ i do sux.

i've forgot my words,
i didn't fulfill my promise.
but, i'll try to be better next time.

to my family, brother, sister, my friends
i'm sorry for not becoming a good person

my spider sense is tingling

we waste our life just to find an answer

while we foget that

islam has provide everything

we learn to put barriers

separating us from the sins

dividing a line between man and woman

so that

we're far from the fiery hell

as for me

i set a restraint to my heart

block my eyes

shut my mouth

deafen my ears

to make sure

i didn't do anything stupid

rushing things

thinking with my knees

stabbing my friends

and make a choise, that i will regret it

!!! forever !!!

raya painted with blood

this year raya was okay

hope next year would be better

no baju raya

no kasut raya

lesser duet raya

nothings was prepared

but it's fine. it's tradition

quite disappointed

didn't manage to reach n.sembilan

hanging out with friends

visit their houses

i do want to visit my sister !

hahaha

regret is what i fear the most

it kills our heart and block our mind

.selamat hari raya.

maafkan daku atas dosa-dosa lampau

holy wars.

which one is the hardest.
Hye or Bye ??? (both actually)

the process of knowing him was quite fast.
extremely faster than anyone else.
but with some help of course. thanx.

after watching mpo's tea party performance.
it was the first time we meet.
akward. he's an englishman.
but thank god we're got the same height. wohoo !!!

i got the opportunity to tour into the mpo's.
great musical environment there.
then, a.mus came out with his borrowing question.
tadaaa ~ i'm now holding a 15k trombone.

it's a heavy duty i told you. criusly, heavy.
but the experience was priceless.
it's a double thayer valve bass trombone. unlacquered.
requires an exreme strength.
honestly, i can't handle it well at sibf. sorry.

my colleague and i had some masterclass like session together.
he's a good mind drawer. giving ideas out of nowhere.
effective indeed. giving us so many to discover.
light the spirit in us. hence, improves the way we think.

had some dinner with him. he ate a lot !
had some chat. but with bad give and take.
i misunderstood him and vice versa. hahaha.
but the point is, he talk very fast dude. i'm lost ???

one fine day. a.mus got a private class with him.
he taught us to think by giving the main idea.
the best part is. he showed us his air-pressure toy.
it was really a mind opening toy.
focusing on how bad our air pressure is. hahaha.

the trombone and i are officially done.
i had to return it back to him.
when you're had been attached to something.
then you will know the pain of saying goodbye.

while i was having a diner.
i got a call from a.mus. sending me a good news.
"rizqin, moutchpiece tuh. die kasi free jer"
and i was like. omg omg omg omg omg !!! (radja selai)
i'm immediately called him to say thank you.

he told me that it was a farewell gift for me.
he will be leaving malaysia to be at his country. sweeden.
damn ~

the meeting was too short.
i didn't manage to even get a class with him.
huaih ~
he told me to have faith.
practise hard to be a good trombone player.
he really encourage me to be better.


"he's my target. he's johann wiklund"